What is our life purpose? What will those who know you say at your funeral?

So my highly successful blog so far comprises of two duplicate, first posts!

Ive had a shit time of it recently and in turn have discovered that I have no urge to write when I have nothing good or at least sarcastic to say.

Work has reached a new and ever more personal depth of hurt and stress and I am questioning whether everything that I have worked so unbelievably hard to obtain may not actually be what I want anymore. To finally admit this feels like an ultimate betrayal, I have dedicated my life to setting up an ethical, fair, fun and successful company which also finally provides me with a decent income after years of struggling.

The truth is that my company has grown to a point and I am at a crossroads. I either make firm decisions to invest and expand, stay as I am or sell. Whilst I don’t underestimate the skill set and demands of running a far larger company, the same shit exists for a smaller company like mine but with less monetary gain! I have no business partner and despite having an excellent family support network I am very alone.

Is it time to admit I am depleted? Am I depleted or am I simply making an executive decision to act on the choices available to me to fulfill my life’s purpose?  I think I first need to establish what my life’s purpose is before I can answer this #mustworkonthis.

I am fortunate to have mentors and relationships with other business professionals – in fact, scrap that! I am not forttnate at all, I have worked very hard to build a mentor network. I have listened to those whom I seek advice from and in turn often act upon their recommendations I have gained the respect and admiration of some highly successful entrepreneurs (my brother thinks the blonde hair helps with those whom are male but I chose to ignore this), yet I still feel unbelievably alone.

Do we actually know and review what our life purpose is? How often do you imagine your funeral day and wonder what people will say about you, what would you hope they would say??

What is my life purpose?

To be continued……….at an unknown time as this may take a while to fathom.